I just feel like I've been completely pushed off to the side and forgotten for.
I don't know if this is 100% true but...
My ex has quickly picked up a new girlfriend. And like, I'm happy that they're happy and all that cheesy garbage. But I feel like I've just been quickly forgotten for and left. It hadn't even been that long since we split, and he's decided to delete me of Skype as well.
Like come on man.
That just fucking hurts...
It's like I meant nothing...
Like I was just there...
Just for him to look cool...
And now I just--
Urgh, I can't keep going over this. I'm having enough issues as it is.
But hey, there's always a brighter side to things.
And in this case, there is.
One of my favourite Youtubers announced that he's going to PAX East, which is in Melbourne, Australia. I AM SO GOING THERE! I NEED TO MEET HIM! And if his good pals, who are also my favourite Youtubers, are gunna be there too, THEN THAT'S JUST EVEN MORE OF A WIN FOR ME!
I just-- I need to meet him. I just so want to meet him!
Plus I've always wanted to go to a PAX convention, it looks like a LOT of fun! So this'll definitely be great!
I can't wait, I neeeed to go! For the convention, for the Youtuber meeting, EVERYTHING! And my brother is coming, my best friend in the entire world! We are gunna go, we are gunna! I am just so happy I've cried twice about it already, haha!
I just want this. I want this to go through entirely. I really hope I can go, and do everything fun at PAX and meet my fave Youtuber, and have a good time. I really hope this will all happen.
I would be the happiest girl alive if this all happened. Nothing else in the whole WORLD at that point could ever come to be as awesome as that.
I have a long wait, but I can wait it out! I am determined! I will make this happen! My brother and I WILL! WE ARE GUNNA GO TO PAX EAST, BABY~!